Sunday, December 16, 2012

Sleeping Beauty ???

Sleeping Beauty ? I think it's more like sleeping Frankenstein ! one day last week I was awake to get my son off to school and we both fell back to sleep for a bit but then he got off to school. I did wake up for two hours in the middle of the afternoon when Kevin was home between bus runs but fell back to sleep again at 11 am. Joey got home at 2:30 and was surprised to see me sleeping so after questioning me what I had for lunch and all, he made me a sandwich and juice and brought it to me. lol He's such a good young man ! I have to say there is a funny side to it all too. we went to pick my son up at school one day and as I sat there watching kids walk by I noticed the differences in how they looked at me. One little girl stopped in front of me and stared at me saying nothing the whole time she stood there. I said hi but i think it scared her so she said nothing. this weekend in the store, a woman walked by me, gasped out loud, said Oh my god and then clamped her hand over her mouth while her eyes grew wide as she stared at me. lol I try and joke about it so I can deal with it easier because if you can't smile about it, it isn't easy to get through the pain and stress of the every day life of it all. I did get my stitches out this week so I'm no longer looking like a porcupine with blue quills lol Now I have to wait for that appointment that will tell me if I get another surgery or radiation ! I'm hoping that it's just radiation and no surgery since my right eye is now worse than it was and if they do the left, I will be near blind. I'm not liking that thought ! Anyway....... We won't go to that thought !! Have a great day !!


  1. Remember to take each day as it comes and try not to project into the future until you know. And deal with it then. I make myself sick sometimes trying to cope with all the things that "may" happen, and usually they don't. I am thinking of you and love you!

  2. Oh no! Hopefully it's just worse before it gets better. *hug* take it easy. Thoughts and hopes for you. I hope you have a good Christmas even though things are bad right now. At least you're alive--and a lot of people are very, very happy you are. :)